It's almost like you had it planned
Its like you smiled and shook my hand
And said hey
I'm about to screw you
Over big time
What was I supposed to do
I was stuck in between you
And a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place
But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life.
Its how you wanted it to be
Its like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now it seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
'Cause I don't blame you anymore
'Cause its too much pain to store
'Cause it left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
I think I cried for days
But now that seems like light years away
And I'm never going back to who I was
I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
That life seems like light years away.
Light years away.
That life seems like light years away.
Light years away.
Its like you smiled and shook my hand
And said hey
I'm about to screw you
Over big time
What was I supposed to do
I was stuck in between you
And a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place
But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life.
Its how you wanted it to be
Its like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now it seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
'Cause I don't blame you anymore
'Cause its too much pain to store
'Cause it left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
I think I cried for days
But now that seems like light years away
And I'm never going back to who I was
I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
That life seems like light years away.
Light years away.
That life seems like light years away.
Light years away.
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A girl and a boy were quite close for a long period of time, and in the girls eyes he messed everything up. years later the girl realises its not worth hating. you live and learn. she's become the bigger person and become a better person from learning from her mistakes.