The Eternal Shade Theory Part I

Allow Me To Admit A Few Things
About The Finer Points Of My Surroundings
About My Life My Love My Careful Cover Ups
You’d Wonder How You Never Even Knew
About The Tragedies I Force Myself Through
About My Lies My Doubts My Quiet Plans To Make It Out
Day And Night My Secrets Operate
Undetected As They Circulate
Changing Facts And Bending Truths
Forming Me Into Your Perfect View
I Live A Life You’d Barely Tolerate
An Existence I Can’t Validate
And Despite My Sincere Tone With You
To Date It’s All Untrue
Lately I’ve Been Suffocating
Dreaming Less Self Medicating
Buried And Stationary
Closing In On Ordinary
Failing To Catch My Fall
All I’ve Got To Love Is My Dependency
All I’ve Ever Done Is Lost In Memory
Maybe I Belong In My Own Perfect Ending
Maybe I Belong Where I’ve Always Been
Maybe I Belong At Heights I Cannot Fall
Maybe I Just Don’t Belong Here At All
Lately I’ve Been Suffocating
Dreaming Less Self Medicating
Buried And Stationary
Closing In On Ordinary
Failing To Catch My Fall
Lately We’ve Been Suffocating
Dreaming Less Self Medicating
Buried And Stationary
Closing In On Ordinary
Failing To Catch Our Fall