I Will Not Pt 1 (Section A and B)

I will not be found with a bullet in the head
with a gun in my mouth curled up in my bed
standing on the ledge looking down at the street
diving on the people underneath my feet
I will not
I will not
I can hear you calling
but I will not
I know you wanna make me
but I will not
I will not lie me down on the tracks of a train
I will not use a knife to disconnect my veins
I will not close my eyes
I will not shut my mouth
I will not
I will not
I will not
I will not
I will not I will not go insane
I will not be the same next week
I will not go gently into the big sleep
I will not hide
I will not run
you cannot make me
I know what's going on
I will not
I will not
I will not
I will not play dumb
I will not be fooled
I will not be used by any one of you
I will not
I will not
I will not
I will not be a man
I will not bear a cross
I am moving on
and you can't turn me off
I will not
I will not
I will not
I will not mind my own business
I will not beg for forgiveness
I will not be embarrassed
to piss on all you cherish
I will not
I will not
I will not...