Can I Forgive Myself?

Stabbed each other in the back
But is it enough to pull the blade from our spines
And pretend that everything is fine
We'll always have the mark
Because it will never go away
I can't look you in the eyes
Without all our painful memories
Making me feel sick to my stomach
I cant look at you the same
Without seeing all the pain and hurt
I caused on your heart
We stabbed each other in the back
But is it enough to pull the blade from our spines
And pretend that everything is fine
We'll always have the mark
Because it will never go away
I thought I was fine, I thought I forgot you
But here you come again with old memories
Worn on your heart that I slowly tore apart
Here we go again
I'm happier without this left behind
Something is missing, something is wrong
I've known this all along
We stabbed each other in the back
But is it enough to pull the blade from our spines
And pretend that everything is fine
But nothing is fine, nothing's okay
Bring me back to memories when you were once mine
And I was fine, not this time
I was wrong...
We stabbed each other in the back
But is it enough to pull the blade from our spines
And pretend that everything is fine
We'll always have the mark
Because it will never go away