This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I mean everything
That falls out my mouth
When I throw my arms around you
I love you like family
I love you like you don't know
When I throw my arms around you
I know I dance like a drunken arse
Every weekend it's my own advice:
Let me drink myself to death
To forget about the rent
Money gets like a twisted snake, hissing
I'll show you more if you meet me here
Come over come over come over here
This is my only tendency
This is all I have left you see
Will you believe me?
Would you believe me?
Now
You think that it's not enough
Well fella I'm all grown up
It's clear that we don't...
Well I'm moving on and up
But I'm still the boy you knew
The boy who threw his arms around you
If I said:
This is my only tendency
This is all I have left you see
Would you believe me?
Would you believe me?
A healthy man with a healthy plan
My kids will think im a healthy dad
When there's nothing I don't care to mention
Nothing I don't care for
Now be my girl, yeah she is my world
Because she is the best bitch I've ever had
Come over come over come over me
And if I said
This is my only Tendency
Would you believe me?
Would you believe me?
Cause I mean everything
That falls out my mouth
I love you like family
I love you like you don't know
But I'm moving on and up
But I'm still the boy you knew
The boy who threw him arms around you
The boy who threw his arms around you
The boy who threw his arms around you
That falls out my mouth
When I throw my arms around you
I love you like family
I love you like you don't know
When I throw my arms around you
I know I dance like a drunken arse
Every weekend it's my own advice:
Let me drink myself to death
To forget about the rent
Money gets like a twisted snake, hissing
I'll show you more if you meet me here
Come over come over come over here
This is my only tendency
This is all I have left you see
Will you believe me?
Would you believe me?
Now
You think that it's not enough
Well fella I'm all grown up
It's clear that we don't...
Well I'm moving on and up
But I'm still the boy you knew
The boy who threw his arms around you
If I said:
This is my only tendency
This is all I have left you see
Would you believe me?
Would you believe me?
A healthy man with a healthy plan
My kids will think im a healthy dad
When there's nothing I don't care to mention
Nothing I don't care for
Now be my girl, yeah she is my world
Because she is the best bitch I've ever had
Come over come over come over me
And if I said
This is my only Tendency
Would you believe me?
Would you believe me?
Cause I mean everything
That falls out my mouth
I love you like family
I love you like you don't know
But I'm moving on and up
But I'm still the boy you knew
The boy who threw him arms around you
The boy who threw his arms around you
The boy who threw his arms around you
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battle need more publicity, i agree. i love this song. can soo relate to it.