Lover, Enemy, Best Friend

I'm sad
You don't even care
Battling my problems
As I avoid your stare
I'll never find someone
Like you again
My lover, worst enemy
My best friend
You lay beside me like it's all okay
Who would've thought this would end today
You walk away from the tears that I cry
I love you in my heart but I hate you in my mind
Remember the times we were together
So long ago, seems like forever
All these nights alone
I fight with my dark side
Beating my pillow
Until the pain will reside
I've lost you before
But this time's real
Try to understand
The way that I feel
I love you so much
I hate myself
If I can't have you
I want nobody else
I awake
From another dream
Punch a hole in the wall
And then I scream
I'll never find someone
Like you again
My lover, worst enemy
My best friend
You lay beside me like it's all okay
Who would've thought this would end today
You walk away from the tears that I cry
I love you in my heart but I hate you in my mind
Remember the times we were together
So long ago, seems like forever
I try to forget
The time we shared
The love we gave
The times we cared
I love you
Don't go away
I love you
Don't go away
I love you