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I Can't Even Lift My Head Lyrics

If I ever should disappear
What would I come to?
What would I come to believe?

If I had seen your father
What would his face do?
What would his face do to me?

Oh, I can't even lift my head
To say a word
To say a word to you
I can't even recognize
What I did wrong
What I did wrong

Oh, I can't even lift my head
To say a word
To say a word
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Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

What an amazing song. Reminds me of The Upper Peninsula in terms of the music and even, I suppose, the meaning. Sufjan has this great knack for using small things, like this person's father's face, to make such a deep impact.

Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

This song is a direct representation of my heart.

It is on the compilation "To Spirit Back the Mews" available from asthmatickitty.com which is his record label.

Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

this is my favorite song ever. ever. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TAB THIS SONG. i can find the tabs nowhere nowhere nowhere.

Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

The man is magic.

I always go on streaks with this song, listening to it 20 to 30 times in a row. It is one of the best songs to have in your pocket for a somber mood.

I take the song at the obvious - he screwed up and he can't even bring himself to talk to the person he screwed up with.

Except this is a perfect song representation of it.

Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

"If I ever should disappear" instead of "If I should ever disappear".

But that feels completely irrelevant in the face of the awesomeness of this song.

Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

Does anyone feel like maybe this song grew up to be be "A good Man Is Hard to Find"?

Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

I don't know, but it sounds like a revival of the title of "Detroit, Lift Up Your Weary Head! (Restore! Rebuild! Reconsider!)"

Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

sounds to me like he's saying "the" Father, not "your" father. which makes this song infinitely more relevant and heart-wrenching to me. ...those are just my views, though.

Cover art for I Can't Even Lift My Head lyrics by Sufjan Stevens

@annieover- you're right... and that makes it all the more powerful...

He must have really done something wrong to feel like he made God so displeased...