Leaving it up to Me

Leaving it up to me
Dropped your number somewhere
Didn't call I know you're never there
Didn't try 'cause I don't care
Now I'm happy like the sun can shine
I've improved my personality
You were a friend; you were never mine
Now I know you never trusted me
Patterns in my wasted time
Scattered am I, that's alright
You're leaving it up to me
You're leaving it up to me
Ain't it funny, no it's not at all
Watch another brother fall
Watch another friend leave
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
Patterns in my wasted mind
Scattered am I, that's alright
You're leaving it up to me
You're leaving it up to me
Leaving it up to me
Ready to leave
Ready to go
I'm ready to leave
Ready to roam [run?]
Ready to leave
Ready to roam
Ready to find
Nobody at home
Ready to leave
Ready to roam
Ready to find
Your body at home
Your body at home
Leaving it up to me
Left me with an empty heart
Tried again, don't know where to start
The ice broke but we floated apart
Patterns in my scattered mind
Wasted am I, all the time
You're leaving it up to me
You're leaving it up to me
Leaving it up to me
Your back is turned to me