Useless

She keeps telling me I feel fake that I feel like rubber
And my hand stretches across the glow like a monster,
like it's trying to kill me
It's stolen the boyish smile I've never had,
I'll never have again
And I can't look at myself, cause I don't know who I'll see
My reflection has lost some of it's glow
A refraction of what I think I know
It's all twisted, more of who I am
It's not chemical, just a realization of the way things are
It's so intense when you know it's all gone
and your hand and your heart can't hold on
It's so intense when you can't disavow
that your ribs are useless now
In the ice of your eyes and the cold of you soul
In pristine youth, I've got to let it go
I can't stop from touching you(denise)
A little too perfect and I can't stop(denise)
My reflection has lost some of it's glow
A refraction of what I think I know
It's all twisted, more of who I am
It's not chemical, just a realization of the way things are
It's so intense when you know it's all gone
and your hand and your heart can't hold on
It's so intense when you can't disavow
that your ribs are useless now