Tsunami

So I'm here alone again. I was wondering if you think I'm a mess. What is the point of this? Did I miss it was going wrong. And it had been this bad for so long. When you place the blame. Well it's such a shame. When you act this way. So what's the point of this? Tsunami all in front of me. Sit alone with a brewsky for the change it's in the air. It's around me. It's all I wanna be. I'll carry on maybe not that far to go now. You said it to me. Give it up will work. It's all changed. Too much, never ends. Well I'm here alone again. I was wondering if you think I'm a mess. What is the point of this? Soon it'll become clear. But until we get there. We gotta work through the fear. Well I know it's rough. When you must confront. All the stuff you can bluff. But I'm not here to impress you with fakeness. I thought that this was real. Assumed too much. What is the point of this? Well it seems worse than it is. And I hope I'm right. Because this I will miss. But if we push on through. Then we can prove. There is too much to lose. So what's the point of this? Waiting watching almost sleeping. Lonely hurting hope I'm keeping. I run falling over. Here comes that tsunami again.