I Will Never Forget

i think shes talking about the moldy peaches breaking up when she says peices that i wish were peaches

kimya used to live with two of her friends who sadly became heroin addicts. one of them overdosed and died, the "swamp" was the nickname for their living room. the part about the mother commiting suicide was a true story. kimya worked at a daycare and a mother did that to her kids. kimya's songs are so real and personal.

definitely one of the most heartbreaking songs i know. the verse about "jimmy" and "johnny" always gets to me.

kimya is so strong to be able to write like this.

This song reminds me of all the stuff that I went through with my own mother- I keep the second to last verse written on the outside of my messenger bag. The “forget about me” really hits- because it genuinely some good advice, but there’s an implication there that the person is saying that because they know that they’re not good for anyone. Saying “leave me, because I will hurt you and I’m already being self destructive.” But Kimya won’t let them go.

suicide. suicidal thought, and the pain someone goes through when someone they love kills his or herself. she has a good point, it would be so selfish to kill yourself if you have kids. and i know for a fact that the loved ones will never forget and they will always remain scarred, just like she said.

not sleeping, just resting in pieces that i wish were peaches.

this song is wonderful. kimya dawson is too cute.

I gather its about a friendship with a girl when she was younger . People made fun of them and Kimya turned on the girl. -I was so small. Wanted to grow in the eyes of my enemies- And after a while the kids that she was trying to impress went back to making fun of her.

-For awhile I felt tall but they knocked me back down now I'm here on my knees- I also gather that the girl had problems with her father. Something like that perhaps.

I gather its about a friendship with a girl when she was younger . People made fun of them and Kimya turned on the girl. -I was so small. Wanted to grow in the eyes of my enemies- And after a while the kids that she was trying to impress went back to making fun of her.

-For awhile I felt tall but they knocked me back down now I'm here on my knees- I also gather that the girl had problems with her father. Something like that perhaps.

This song reminds me of being bullied at school and wanting to commit suicide But anyways! An interpretation: First verse-From the point of view of someone whose friend's boyfriend/lover killed himself ("then he died alone") and when the lady saw her friend again she looked awful, destroyed emotionally, and then the friend starts talking about how it used to be, back when she was happy ("do you remember singing ice ice baby with me") Second verse-From Kimya's point of view, talking to/about Jimmy and Johnny's dead mother. You couldve done so much more for them than killing yourself "I bet he'd like flowers, balloons, and a card "Unconditionally yours, all my love, from your mom" Much more than wearing that little black suit and saying goodbye forever to you" Third verse- From the point of view of a bully who pushed someone to the edge and they commited suicide. They feel bad about it now the person has died. Next 3 verses-From the point of view of the person who is being bullied, Kimya. Last verse-This is the person who is commiting suicide. They think the friends and loved ones who dont want them to die should find someone else, someone better who wont die on them, and just forget them. Of course, they wont do that. "How could I ever forget?" I love this song so much. Hope all my blathering made sense.

This song is most obviously about suicide, the pain left behind from it, and leading up to. For some reason, I feel like she's talking about Borderline Personality Disorder with the last line, or perhaps throughout the song.

"You don't have to end up with people who self destruct

Fear of abandonment, self hate, and discontent"

Since self destructiveness, low self esteem, emptiness, and the fear of being abandoned are all key parts of that mental disorder. As well as having bad experiences as a child, picking on others because of insecurities, ext. It just all seemed connected to me.