Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
until I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of me


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The Gift Lyrics as written by Shaun Welgemoed

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    3 errors here:

    1. You think that the record label made them change the title from "guilt" to "gift".
    2. You think the record label made them change their name from "Saron Gas" to "Seether".
    3. You think that because they were "forced" to change their name that they in turn released the song "Fake It".

    Conclusion: You're a fucking idiot.

    Just because Shaun strays from the usual lyrics live, you assume that somehow the record label made them change the title of this song. That has to be the worst fucking reasoning I have ever heard. As for them changing the name of the band, clearly a name like "Saron Gas" is not going to sell a lot of records. You think Finger Eleven would be as popular as they are if they had stuck to their original name of "Rainbow Butt Monkeys"? Probably not. And the song "Fake It" has NOTHING to do with the aforementioned "conflict" between Shaun and co. and the record companies. You really should think about what you've written because you look like a complete fucking retard.

    Beavis46on June 16, 2011   Link

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