The Difference In Me

Within these empty walls,
I've been talking to myself again
You don't hear a word
Why bother to explain it when
You say that I should try
But I feel that I'm half alive
And the rest of me is somewhere else
(Chorus)
I wish the world would just spin faster
Yeah, to my happy ever after.
You're looking at me,
You're waiting to see the difference,
The difference in me
And you keep telling me to grow up,
But why should I? It's never good enough
How could I be when you never see the difference,
The difference in me
I don't wanna fight
Don't care whose right or wrong anymore
I'm sick of all this pain
Can it be the way it was before?
When I always made you smile
Seems it's been a while
'Cause now you're always out of reach
(Chorus)
You say that I should try
But I feel that I'm half alive
And the best of me is somewhere else
(Chorus)
I wish the world would just spin faster
Yeah, to my happy ever after.
You're looking at me,
You're waiting to see the difference,
The difference in me
I changed my hair
And I threw out my clothes
And you say that you see but you don't notice the difference,
The difference, the difference in me
I'm not the same as I was before.
I'm not afraid to walk right out that door
See the difference, the difference in me