Never, Ever

Sitting in my room, staring at the wall, I can't believe it's happening
Once so wonderful, now, life's a twisted kind of reality, a fantasy
Don't know where to begin
Saw your love for me vanish in a single moment of stupidity
Nightmare this may be, but it is not a dream, ohhh, I want to scream
A broken heart still bleeds
Never ever talk, never ever smile, knowing that my life won't be the same
Never ever touch, never ever feel, I will never hear you call my name... again
In my dreams I see, see you come to me, a memory of times of old
Waking up, I realise Hell's as cool as ice, and the touch of sin did get me in
Nothing burns like the cold
Never ever talk, never ever smile, knowing that my life won't be the same
Never ever touch, never ever feel, I will never hear you call my name... again
As we sin, so do we suffer
I've fallen from grace
Want to turn back time and make it undone!
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Never ever talk, never ever smile, knowing that my life won't be the same
Never ever touch, never ever feel, I will never hear you call my name
Never ever talk, never ever smile, all I see a future full of fear
Never ever touch, never ever feel, I can never whisper in your ear... ?I'm sorry...?