At Least the Pain Is Real

I don't know what to do
And I can't talk to you
And I don't know what you mean

When you say the pain you feel
Is it real, am I mean?
Am I trying to break your will?
It's the challenge of the century
When I know that you were meant for me

I let you go
No one was supposed to know
They found out and moved right in
And I don't approve again

I don't know what to do
And I can't talk to you
And I don't know what you mean

When you say the pain you feel
Is it real, am I mean?
Am I trying to break your will?
It's the challenge of the century
When I know

And the night breaks to a thousand different pieces
And they all look like you in the eyes
That's enough, twist the knife and let me die