Staggered And Torn

staggered and torn in a twisted affair
try to keep it up but it's already there
grinning at the world in a cynical way
talking to myself though there's nothing to say
I thought I'd do it easily
to let it all go
and I thought it was the best for me
busted and bound to the foot of the bed
I'm tapping around like I was already dead
making it safe 'til there's nothing to fear
living like this for the rest of the year
I thought I'd do it easily
to let it all go
I thought it was the best for me
how do you do?
I wish that I never will regret all the things that I have said
I hope you'll find a place to stay
I hope you'll return here anyway
and I thought it was the best for me
whatever I do
I thought it was the best for me
how do you do?
sipping on a drink 'til the evening gets dark
if only I could move, if only I could walk
I thought I'd do it easily
to let it all go
and I thought it was the best for me
how do you do?
I wish that I never ever regret one of those things that I have said
I wish you'll find a place to stay
I hope you'll return to me one day
I hope you'll return here anyway
and I thought it was the best for me
to let it all go
I thought it was the best for me
how do you do?