Regretfully Ignorant

I could have saved so much time,
I could have saved all my mind
I could have saved so much pain,
If I had just left you behind.
You ask me where my mind is,
I really have no idea.
You ask me where the time went,
all I know is, it isn't here.
I couldn't help but notice your face,
I couldn't ever give you that space.
I couldn't think of anything else,
I only wanted to please myself.
I could have saved so much time,
I could have saved all of my mind
I could have saved so much pain,
If I had just left you behind.
You ask me where my mind is,
I really have no idea.
You ask me where the time went,
all I know is, it isn't here.
I ask you where my life went,
You say it's nowhere near you.
I ask you why you left me,
You say it should be clear.
I didn't know that,
You planned to leave me,
You liked to bullshit,
and to decieve me.
I wondered why you
chose to deface me.
As if I was some,
worthless property.
You ask me where my mind is,
I really have no idea.
You ask me where the time went,
all I know is, it isn't here.
I ask you where my life went,
You say it's nowhere near you.
I ask you why you left me,
You say it should be clear.