He certainly did earn that reputation.
You can cut to the bone with, all my angry obsessions, all these chalky happy pills, and all their consequences, am I done with sleeping? am I done with waking up? am I through with thinking? that I’ve taken to much into my apologies, and lucid dreams, and fucked up thinking
I bleed inside, I fear my life, I wake and I hide, I choke till it soaks into all these anxious fits, and agoraphobic dreams of happiness
You can cut to the fucking point, of how I’m so frustrated, as you strip away this fear, and you sand and paint it, am I done with drinking? am I done with waking up? am I tired of thinking? that I’ve taken to much into all I want to be, the ghost of me is far from leaving
I feel claustrophobic thinking, that my skin is a prison in itself, you want to share my cell?
I bleed inside, I fear my life, I wake and I hide, I choke till it soaks into all these anxious fits, and agoraphobic dreams of happiness
You can cut to the fucking point, of how I’m so frustrated, as you strip away this fear, and you sand and paint it, am I done with drinking? am I done with waking up? am I tired of thinking? that I’ve taken to much into all I want to be, the ghost of me is far from leaving
I feel claustrophobic thinking, that my skin is a prison in itself, you want to share my cell?
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This song seemingly tackles the methods of deception those who manipulate others use to get victims to follow their demands, as well as diverting attention away from important issues. They'll also use it as a means to convince people to hate or kill others by pretending acts of terrorism were committed by the enemy when the acts themselves were done by the masters of control to promote discrimination and hate. It also reinforces the idea that these manipulative forces operate in various locations, infiltrating everyday life without detection, and propagate any and everywhere.
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