This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I looked down at my shoes,
because I felt the drip of blood fall from my hammer to the leather through my socks.
The knots kept tightening their grip.
The cords (chords) ring out the history,
and time is a mocker as a remedy.
The preacher wore a suit,
I knew he would.
The tiny print rice paper books,
I hated how they saw me so transparently.
This heart, my thread, I tried so hard.
The best that I could sew was death,
no matter how I covered it with deeds.
What's there left to do?
Because the mud only covers up the stains…
who could imagine a holiday at the sea?
Down there, in the sea,
I should hold my breath
'til this other person's blood is washing off of me.
Down there, in the sea,
I should hold my breath
'til this other person's blood is washing over me.
because I felt the drip of blood fall from my hammer to the leather through my socks.
The knots kept tightening their grip.
The cords (chords) ring out the history,
and time is a mocker as a remedy.
The preacher wore a suit,
I knew he would.
The tiny print rice paper books,
I hated how they saw me so transparently.
This heart, my thread, I tried so hard.
The best that I could sew was death,
no matter how I covered it with deeds.
What's there left to do?
Because the mud only covers up the stains…
who could imagine a holiday at the sea?
Down there, in the sea,
I should hold my breath
'til this other person's blood is washing off of me.
Down there, in the sea,
I should hold my breath
'til this other person's blood is washing over me.
Lyrics submitted by sendthestars
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I love this song. I will randomly sometime just sing "Who could imagine..." and then everyone and myself will yell out "A HOLIDAY! A HOLIDAY!" and we all sing "AT THE SEA!" It's so wonderful. I agree with everything above.
lovelovelove.
"we are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in slum beacuse he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. we are far too easily pleased." -CS Lewis
I dont really know exactly what this song means...but i know these guys are amazing...i have played ultimate with them once at a festival they played at...htey played this song and they gave all of us in the first 2 rows ballons and we blew them up and at this one point in the song they pulled out a needle a pop the to the music..it was amazing
i think this is about the crusifiction of jesus.
'this heart, my thread i tried so hard, the best i could so was death'
that line saying all he could do was die for everyones sin's.
these guys are extremely religious and extremely talented. best band ever.
is there anything as good as anathallo any time, any place, anywhere?
i haven't found anything yet.
the " hated how they saw me so transparently. This heart, my thread, I tried so hard. The best that I could sew was death, no matter how I covered it with deeds. What's there left to do? "
part is sung so beautifully it gives me chills.
so goooooooooood.
the title is a reference to CS Lewis' Weight of Glory
Hmm... Ive always interpreted "this heart, my thread i tried so hard, the best i could sew was death, no matter how i covered it with deeds" as our feeble attempts to gain our salvation by works rather than faith. Also the whole song is from the singers perspective, it might be weird if suddenly he were talking as Jesus and not himself.