Completely At Its Mercy

How dare you hurt me.
I am your god.
I have nothing to hide.
These words unspoken from my broken heart.
Be sure that I will never feel you again.
Your perfect circle has failed you again.
And I want an end to you.
You watch these eyes they burn.
This feeling, this hatred, this burning I swear to you never again.
This heart, this tortured soul.
Has been rid of you.
Forever I hate you.
I have nothing left to show.
You have betrayed me.
I was your friend.
I would have died for you.
Never again.
Completely at its mercy.
I love this.
I'm better than you.
How could you?
And now you'll feel me too.
And I guess you will see.
I was in the next room.
My cancer pours into you.
This sickness is all I have.
I always thought you'd be.
True and there for me.
But I guess I was wrong.
Wrong to sing this.
It's all we had.
My heart fell.
I hate you.