In Lieu Of Flowers

Last night
For the first time in my life
Everything was perfect
But tonight
I wonder was this right
I wonder was this worth it
This is me outside your window
Standing in the rain
Can we please just talk this over
'Cause I can't feel like this again
(If this happens again)
If this is love then I don't wanna know pain
It's 3:54 so why am I still awake
I'll in the back at a table in the dark
A table for one, please, tonight it's just me
Tonight it's just me
Why try
When you know this isn't right
When'll you start believing
That I
I can never lie
So don't you try to make me
You go through hell before your happy
Now my god is burning
We can never start things over
Things will never be the same
(If this happens again)
If this is love then I don't wanna know pain
It's 3:54 so why am I still awake
I'll in the back at a table in the dark
A table for one, please, tonight it's just me
Sun rose January morning
And the mountains started burning
Here's my heart in lieu of flowers
Wear it like a badge of honor
Tell me what you want me to do
Tell me what you want me to do
Tell me what you want me to do
Just tell me what the hell I need to do
You know I can't stand here with you,
Tell me what you want me to do,
Cause my clothes still smell of your perfume,
This feels like a shot onto my chest,
Let's get this over with,
I'm running out of breath,
Tell me what you want me to do