Pain

Sick of being a martyr to a lost cause
With all of your fucking rules and your stupid cause
It's hard to believe that it turned out this bad
With nothing left of what we used to have
And I feel alone
That's cause enough to make me fear myself
The things you always hear about are happening to someone else
And now that you're with me, I'm afraid that I will be alone
I never dreamed that I would make it this far
I'll never make it on my own
Not without a shot in the dark
And I don't understand the things that seem to hold me back
You'll never understand me
You'll never understand my pain
Now that I see clearly
Now that the pain has gone away
My eyes are closed
You'll never understand my pain
My eyes are closed
The visions seem to pass before my eyes
The things I think about come crashing down with all the lies
Another minute here is a minute that I've spent too long
And all the things that I think that I have found
Concluded in the photographs of you that're strewn upon the ground
Another failure here I think that I'll just have to quit
I'll have to quit