A Fool For A Funeral

You never speak a word
You're gripping sacred silence now
To block the whole world out
But you're holding your last cigarette
A symbol for all the things to let go
But you'll never let them go
You'll never…
So this is how life tastes?
A bitterness that dulls the senses
And never makes a difference
Drank yourself as far as you could recognize
I wish I had known
But now I know
You lost you hope inside
And you're afraid
Well I wanted you to know that we all feel that we sometime
I once thought I was invincible
But know I'm dancing to the last song and I hope
That at my funeral you'll say some nice things
And I hope my life meant something
Meaningful
To some of you
But now the only way you look is down
You lost yourself to silence
Everything just seems to pull the strings to your heart
And now you're holding back
The only thing that keeps you breathing
While you're swearing that you won't change
But the time has come
When all your chances are gone
How much longer will you be breathing
While you swearing that you won't change?
Don't keep swearing you won't change…
I once thought I was invincible
But now I'm dancing to the last song
And I hope that at my funeral
You'll say some nice things
And I hope my life meant something
Meaningful
To some of you