Again

Who do you think you are?
and what is your answer base
becareful cause everything can change
head up
matter of seconds all off
your recollections might
become all that you've got left
It feels like fear
like someone slapped me in the face
and then punched me in the stomach
my securicty erased
its like alone with one subitual impulse
has no subject
no object
just a rest without a pulse
And I want to do it all again
Dumbstruck and disenchanted
I won't take anything for granted
that was the worst mistake I made, I made
harmless remarks
for example these
wet behind the ears and weak behind the knees
well they all never seem that harsh
a simple call for concern
but now it hurts so much
its the hardest way to learn,
its the hardest way to learn
Promise
whatever happened to you
take care
ambition and put it all into his mouth
nooooooooooo
theres somedays I can't get out of bed
cause im reminded what it's like to doubt you
Whenever another second passes
and I'm expected to be some merry god of strength
but lets hope I make it through this week
its feels like fear
like someone slapped me in the face
and then punched me in the stomach
my security erased
its like alone with one subitual impulse
has no subject
no object
just a rest without a pulse
I want to do it all again
I want to do it all again
and I'm gonna do it all again
again, again, againnnn