Fucked Up

As i sit in my room i ponder my life
everythings gone wrong it sucks to be alive
tormented by the places of the world with the little happiness
what am i to do
this life i live causes more pain then happiness
why should it go on it's so fucked up
i cannot take it much longer
the pain in my sides ive been backstabbed so many times
should i just end it all
it seems it would make everything better
you tell me not to do this but i dont know what to do
im so lost and confused
i need to find where im at in my life i hurt the ones i love
i cannot take this for much longer i cannot hurt anyone anymore
please tell me what to do i cannot think for myself
this life i live causes more pain then happiness
why should it go on it's so fucked up
i cannot take it much longer
the pain in my sides ive been backstabbed so many times
should i just end it all
it seems it would make everything better
my friends are the only people i can trust
but even friends can stab you in the back
so why should i be in a world like this its all too confusing for me
please just leave me out of this world let my enjoy my solitude
i am through with your lies this life is not good
this life i live causes more pain then happiness
why should it go on it's so fucked up
i cannot take it much longer
the pain in my sides ive been backstabbed so many times
should i just end it all
it seems it would make everything better
i cannot go on living like this....