I'm scared of swimming in the sea
Dark shapes moving under me
Every fear I swallow makes me small
Inconsequential things occur
Alarms are triggered
Memories stir
It's not the way it has to be
I'm afraid of what I do not know
I hate being undermined
I'm afraid I can be devil man
And I'm scared to be divine
Don't mess with me my fuse is short
Beneath this skin these fragments caught
When I allow it to be
There's no control over me
I have my fears
But they do not have me
Walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
The deeper I go, the darker it gets
I peer through the window
Knock at the door
And the monster I was
So afraid of
Lies curled up on the floor
Is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
I cry until I laugh
I'm afraid of being mothered
With my balls shut in the pen
I'm afraid of loving women
And I'm scared of loving men
Flashbacks coming in every night
Don't tell me everything's alright
When I allow it to be
It has no control over me
I own my fear
So it doesn't own me
Walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
The deeper I go, the darker it gets
I peer through the window
Knock at the door
And the monster I was
So afraid of
Lies curled up on the floor
Is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
I cry until I laugh
Dark shapes moving under me
Every fear I swallow makes me small
Inconsequential things occur
Alarms are triggered
Memories stir
It's not the way it has to be
I'm afraid of what I do not know
I hate being undermined
I'm afraid I can be devil man
And I'm scared to be divine
Don't mess with me my fuse is short
Beneath this skin these fragments caught
When I allow it to be
There's no control over me
I have my fears
But they do not have me
Walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
The deeper I go, the darker it gets
I peer through the window
Knock at the door
And the monster I was
So afraid of
Lies curled up on the floor
Is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
I cry until I laugh
I'm afraid of being mothered
With my balls shut in the pen
I'm afraid of loving women
And I'm scared of loving men
Flashbacks coming in every night
Don't tell me everything's alright
When I allow it to be
It has no control over me
I own my fear
So it doesn't own me
Walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
The deeper I go, the darker it gets
I peer through the window
Knock at the door
And the monster I was
So afraid of
Lies curled up on the floor
Is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
I cry until I laugh
Lyrics submitted by mike_patton
Darkness Lyrics as written by Peter Gabriel
Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
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"when I allow it to be,
there's no control over me"
In fact, given the progression from the almost tentative delivery of the initial statement of fears through the subsequent intensification and eventual re-evaluation of the fearful experience (which occurs through going "deeper" into unknown parts of the self), I can also hear this song as a representation of processes that may characterize good (i.e., meaningful and helpful) psychotherapy. From this perspective, it's especially interesting to note how the gentle reassurance of "It's not the way it has to be" is answered with a more strident--even violent--statement of the "swallowed" fears.
(Relative to these tensions, I sometimes hear "Darkness" as a sort of sister song to "Digging in the Dirt." For instance, in addition to the obvious parallels related to fear, darkness, depth, and hope for healing, compare the lines "Don't mess with me, my fuse is short" and "Don't tell me everything's all right" with the vitriolic "you've gone too far/shut your mouth" sections of DitD.)
Like stated above,the song is about overcoming and controlling your fears.
The song looks at fears the same way, lets say, we might look at a wild animal we're squared off with in the woods - it may look scary, but it's just as scared as we are.
We grow up and we realize all those things we were scared of really aren't that scary.
Now that I think about it, the whole album does have this growing up thing to it, no pun, of course.
The man is a genius. There can no longer be the slightest question.