Gorgeous

laughter ´round here -and I can´t find the well
something has happened and now I´m insecure
and downstairs the pain grows I will loose control
I smell her armpits but I do need her soul
I could be so generous, but now it´s time to die
no one could help her and no one will hear her cries
and I live to save her from me
I´ll keep her so precious and I´m her god tonight
then I´ll be calm and patient , will only take the night
I could be generous to her , but now it´s time to die
no one could help her I know it and no one hears her cries
and I live to save her from
I exist to protect her from me
now there she lies in bed
and I´m the one who will find her it´s time to go
that fuckin blade in my hand will bless her and take her higher
she´s gorgeous
and all I see is blood on the ground
I´m feeling dizzy - I think my time is out
blessed for that she did fool me
and now it´s time for me to say goodbye to her
I hear the laughter around me
and I can´t find the well something has happened and now I´m insecure
and I live to protect her from
what the fuck was going wrong