Wraithlike Inactivity

I'm left with a new solution
Please someone
Just help me through this
If it seems like I have left you out
I apologize again
I have fell
I am leaving
Too bad
You never knew me
Now I take
Cold steel to my arm
You'll love me when I'm gone
Everytime I looked at you
You found yourself a shining new
Excuse to leave me hanging in the cold
It's like I wasn't
There you are, smile serenely
Hope that you don't berate me
I just can't take this any more
So if it seems like I am cold
I don't care, I take it back
If you wonder why I'm acting like
A worthless shit
Then why don't you stop and ask yourself (x2)
Everytime I wish to tell you
I really had nothing to do
With you feeling like a fucking whore
You built your own door
There you are, smile serenely
I don't care what you say about me
I just can't take this any more
So if it seems like I am cold
I don't care, I take it back
If you wonder why I'm acting like
A worthless shit
Then why don't you stop and ask yourself
I'm left with a new solution
Please someone
Just help me through this
If it seems like I have left you out
I apologize again
I have fell
I am leaving
Too bad
You never knew me
Now I take
Cold steel to my arm
You'll love me when I'm gone
Gone
So if it seems like I am cold
I don't care, I take it back
If you wonder why I'm acting like
A worthless shit
Then why don't you stop and ask yourself
Yourself
Yourself
You'll love me when I'm gone