Just A Child

I'm afraid I'll become one of you
Forget where I'm going
And get lost on some tangent
Losing sight of what's present
Love is a memory for these people
They speak it with such confidence
Until they are met with love's defiance
And become humbled and broken
But if God could hear me now
Let him hear this
Let him hear me one more time
Let him hear this time it will be different
Maybe I've become
One of those hypocrites already
Speaking with words of romance
And tongues of necromancy
I wonder why I'm so shy
Why I can't speak my feelings
If only my lips could portray
The thoughts I've had through the day
But they're sealed with lies
Lies I've made so I can live with myself
So i can say I'm happy
And run around with my fake smiles
But if God could hear me now
Let him hear this
Let him hear me one more time
Let him hear this time it will be different
Maybe I've become
One of those hypocrites already
Speaking with words of romance
And tongues of necromancy
Just fear
Just a child
Just a fearful child
Afraid of the world
Afraid of the world
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
For believing
I was different