Hated

well i've seen many things in my eternity i've felt all the poverty and wealth in my life i feel i'm runnin' outta time i've changed, rewritten, rearranged i'll try until i die i've kissed reality and the whole damn world goodbye as i ponder in the eyes of a fool realizing this nightmare's true deep in your thoughts i now control only to haunt you and break away from your hell as i ponder in the eyes of a fool your deception only to profit you someday i think i just may ruin your life forever dead on the edge of a knife i've been tricked too many times now i know - being cool will sometimes take it's toll insane - ripped off losin' my mind only to be crushed by deceptive lies your deceptive lies so now you put me in a cage someday i'm just gonna get away it's like falling in a bottomless pit another selfish game of hit and miss eyes open - now i can see just what's happening to me sometimes i'm my worst enemy but if looks could kill you'd be dead you see still i ponder now you're the fools table's turned, the nightmares yours all the strain, rearranged havin' to deal with yourself now the hell is yours