"My Revenge"

I've been piecing this together, to figure things out with you
But theres pieces that still wont fit, cause it doesnt make any sense
I've given you so many chances, to make this right with me
But still you find a way to disappoint me once again, you always have to get your way
But where are you now, out with your new boyfriend, are you out with your new boyfriend?
Forgiving you was over-rated, maybe i should've hesitated, and given anger another chance instead of giving it to you,
Cause you're not worth the breathe that i waste on adjectives, and these four-letter words i say, when you're on my mind, when i'm wasting time, i'll pretend i'm fine but i'll be wishing you were mine
The scars i bear, is the make-up that you wear
If you really didnt care then how come you keep giving me that stare
Why can't i ever learn from my mistakes, cause if i did i wouldnt have to deal with these heartbreaks
Included is a memory, i hope it makes you cry
Remember adventureland and how we went on all the rides
You say "sorry for leaving i'll never do it again"
Fuck yourself this is the last letter that i'll send
But where are you now, out with your new boyfriend, are you out with your new boyfriend?
Forgiving you was over-rated, maybe i should've hesitated, and given anger another chance instead of giving it to you,
Cause you're not worth the breathe that i waste on adjectives, and these four-letter words i say, when you're on my mind, when i'm wasting time, i'll pretend i'm fine but i'll be wishing you were mine
The very last words you said to me was how you'd love me forever (Forever was your worst enemy)
Forgiving you was over-rated, maybe i should've hesitated, and given anger another chance instead of giving it to you,
Cause you're not worth the breathe that i waste on adjectives, and these four-letter words i say, when you're on my mind, when i'm wasting time, i'll pretend i'm fine but i'll be wishing you were mine
Cause all i wasnt is my revenge, and you