Letter To Myself

dear me,
i already know how you've been because i am within you as existence or conscience or ideas, whatever makes you me. but i love to help; please rely on me before you say goodbye.
before you say goodbye
should i say goodbye?
anyway, i wish the best. let's go take a look inside of me. there's no words that i can write for what it's like.
read on intently. you will face a number of disturbing thoughts, yelling matches, and culture shock, truth is fiction, a lot of confusion, maybe some addictions, but don't give up hope yet; it gets worse all the way to the nursing home, memories are spilling, actualize surprise are done fulfilling. trust me on this; no crime is as bad as meaninglessness.
your will will wither and intense fear may begin to flutter in the pen where the butterflies fly. safe, before you say goodbye.
before you say goodbye
should i say goodbye?
the truth is that there is a lot of miracles in medicine. you will get to know them well. well, haven't you grown, now. on your own, independence was the goal now you miss home ... sick.
a relationship may save you or enslave you. cannot all go to happen, trapped in decision, wrapped in ambiguity, you and me, i'm fastin the answers with action. i'm behind your passion for life.
i don't want you to cash in yet; it's too easy to be content with apathy and disbelief, and even me, i want to help, so please rely on me before you say goodbye.
before you say goodbye
should i say goodbye?
sincerely, me
sincerely, me
sincerely, me