Perverse Suffering

Lusting for eternal pain. Begging to be tortured. Agony brings relief, I am insane. Indulging in self-mutilation to satisfy my need again. The pain severe from severed vein, curing me of deprivation. Pain I crave. Euphoric state of butchery. Reveling in gore and blood. Pain I save. Igniting visions of the past. Dismembering bodies never found, pain I gave. Deranged by my deviance. Savage goal to maim and kill. Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die. Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality. Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain. Punishment my way of life, suffering intensifies. Sacrifice. Brutal frenzy, no control, perverse actions gratify. Wretched abnormality. Condoning inhumanity. Suicide. Carnivorous abusiveness, boiling sawn-off testicles. Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy. Lechery dominates my misery.
Tortured eternally, torment inside of me. Disturbing impulses, living in agony. Rancid degenerate craving impalement. Demented destiny, not fearing agony.
Excruciating hunger that I need to feed. Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously.
Tortured eternally, torment inside of me. Disturbing impulses, living in agony. Rancid degenerate craving impalement. Demented destiny, not fearing agony.
Deranged by my deviance. Savage goal to maim and kill. Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die. Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality. Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain.