Late night comes are you home?
No you're not

You're out with urge to satisfy yourself it's your vicious plot
Looking back I realize that it's my fault
I'm not around so your love comes to a halt
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know
You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this

Gave myself to you to get paid back with lies
Every time I trust you I lose in the end
I feel disgust in myself

I love how you can call me and pretend you're innocent
While I'm out here trying to better myself
You're a pig when it comes to my emotions

You drown me in your wake because you have no devotion
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know

You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this

Gave myself to you to get paid back with lies
Every time I trust you I lose in the end


Lyrics submitted by lemonie_fresh

SP Lit Lyrics as written by Chris Spicuzza Andy Herrick

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    Someone once said, this song sounds like theyre tryin to rip off KoRn...I was like wtf...but I heard it and heard that clicking sound and was like oh. But I don't think it's a rip off. Not at all.

    killswitch916on April 15, 2006   Link
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    this is about getting cheated on by your girlfriend

    slipninoon July 13, 2002   Link
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    This song kiks ass enuff said

    KiNoOwTa81on July 27, 2002   Link
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    basically hes sayin that hes getting cheated on, and he did anything for her, and she just lies to him, and when he says "I never wanted this" to me it means that he doesn;t think he deserves it after everything that hes done and put into the relationship.........

    mavericc24on July 30, 2002   Link
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    chimaira is so fucking awsome, they mix some traditional heavy metal with death metal and its such a sweet mix. yeah, and mavericc24 said it, its what i think its about too.

    noktiraon October 13, 2002   Link
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    actulley the song was not about mark getting cheated on it is about someone close to chimaira i cant remember the dudes name but while he was in detox and "i was out here trying to better myself" they would talk every nite but she would be cheating on him"I love how you can call me and pretend you're innocent " almost every nite if not with the same guy a different one

    rhyan_basson May 27, 2004   Link
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    it was there producer mudrock

    rhyan_basson May 27, 2004   Link
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    All i can sya is who dusnt want to kick the shit out of something when he screams EVERYTIME I TRUST,I LOSE IN THE END Fuck yea

    Ass Ripping Metalon December 07, 2004   Link
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    EVERYTIME I TRUST YOU*

    Ass Ripping Metalon December 07, 2004   Link
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    Basically hes been cheated on and he gave everthing to her and all she did was like lie to him but yeah its a heaps awesome song .. love it

    broken dreamson March 11, 2005   Link

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