Deep down inside me, I feel I need a change.
So sick of everything, it all just seems the same.
Always unhappy, I cannot find a smile.
Wasting my life away, I guess you can call it suicide.

My life's a waste.
Nothing left for me to hate.
I hate myself. I have no friends.
I'm treading water, I'm struggling by the edge.
I'm sitting here all alone, I just can't lose myself.
My friends ignore me, they think my life's a waste.
They're now my enemies, all of which I hate.

Always unhappy, I got a gun pointed to my head.
Will someone come help me now, before I turn out dead?


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I Hate Myself Lyrics as written by John T. Tran

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    I've gotta say... this song is so sad, because there were so many times that I felt that way.

    Doodleon April 13, 2002   Link
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    I think we all have felt like this. I have, and still kinda do, except for the friends are enemies part.

    littlelostemoboyon May 07, 2002   Link
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    This is the craziest song ever, well done Homegrown.

    atarisemokidon June 17, 2002   Link
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    This song is great... its how i feel almost every single freakin day.... no one cares and my parents r jerks, im not a bad kid but life sucks sometimes....

    MestUpKid22on August 21, 2002   Link
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    i like homegrown, but i i think ill listen to this song when im pissed off and hate the world...

    Emodavison August 31, 2002   Link
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    This song has a strong message..and Ive felt this way plenty of times. Its really a sad song..makes me want to cry. But then again, its a great song. Good Job Home Grown. \m/(>_

    xxemoxdorkxxon October 14, 2002   Link
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    this is a very emotional song about someones life that has went so downhill and they are so depressed that they feel there is no reason to live it, this song made me cry :'(

    deathbypetalson April 15, 2003   Link
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    this song is awesome in that a lot of people can relate.

    wasao2uon June 24, 2004   Link
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    home grown...you let me down.

    this song is so cliche.

    hopeless15on January 30, 2005   Link

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