This Is But A Test

i didn't notice that you cut your hair, i didn't notice that it was blue, i didn't notice that you pierced your tongue, i don't recall the dress you wore the day i met you, i almost missed your birthday once again, your sister called me just in time, i forgot to wipe my muddy shoes, you get so pissed when i track around the grime, this is but a test, this is just a trial run, you can still push reset, trade me in for a better one, sometimes i'm a dick i'm a rabid hockey fan, all i can promise is i'll do the best i can, i forgot to pick you up on time, and i forgot to pay the bills, i forgot to put the seat back down, sometimes my drinking buddies take your favorite pills, you can't say i don't bring you flowers anymore, because i don't bring them any less, and i don't take you to your favorite store, cuz i don't have the money to buy your favorite dress, but i work and i try, i'm not as big a jerk as every other guy you ever liked, you ever knew, once in a while i go with you to buy new shoes, but i work andi try, i'm not quite as big a jerk as every other guy you ever liked, you ever knew, sometimes i break down and take you to the zoo