Lately, it's scarier not knowing what's become of you
Are you proud of me now, I can't tell
I'm not as fearless as you
Still I pretend that you're still standing by
To show me wrong from right
Never got a chance to say goodbye...
Hold it deep in mind
Forever and never let this go
When you were hooked to the screen
But now they tell me that you're in a better place
But where did you go?
And I swear sometimes you're watching over me
Still I'd give the world for the chance,
just to see your face again
To show me wrong from right
Never got a chance to say goodbye
Hold it deep in mind
Forever and never let this go
Know that I'm following you
Eva's always on my mind
And it makes me wonder...
What happened to you?
To show me wrong from right
Never got a chance to say goodbye...
Hold it deep in mind
Forever and never let this go

This seems to be about losing someone very close. Like one's mother, or something.

Yes.

yeah i think you're right

This song reminds me of someone I lost recently. "I'm not as fearless as you." Line gets to me. But this
Now they tell me that you're in a better place, but where did you go? And I swear sometimes you're watching over me, still I'd give the world for the chance just to see your face again.
is the best part of the song. Because regardless of what a person endured on earth, you still wish they were beside you.
Or maybe that's just me.

This song is about Eva, one of the band member's mothers. She died and the band was really close to her.

it wasn't a band member's mother twit, it was josh abraham's, a very close friend/producer of theirs

A friend of mine... he disappears every so often it seems... I worry about him. He's like my guardian angel... And it feels so... empty... when he's not around... =9_9=

This song makes me think of a someone I had a long-lasting crush on several years ago, but lost contact with. Gives me a lump in my throat every time I hear this song. :'(

It was the first Orgy song i really loved, now they're my favorite band.

It's a very beautiful song