I don't think it's about masturbation, like whymighti proposes, but paranoid schizophrenia sounds about right; perhaps the "It's not the future that I can see,/It's just my fantasy" is not self-directed, instead being another person speaking of the narrator's delusional behavior.
It could also be self-reassurance or denial, which would go well with "There's nothing wrong with my state of mental health."
Bouts of par. schiz. would fit, as would manic-depressive attacks.
Then again, it could be about just a very shy man with reclusive tendencies or a bad past relationship.
OlOleanderon March 24, 2009 Link
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