Big Sparkling New

here i am all alone again with the tv glow and the sound of the trains rumbling and after pushing the smoke from my lungs the late night applause derails the thoughts from my head i'm cold calloused yet frail dangling like thread from the head of a nail this is me after everything's through this is me beginning to unscrew over and over again this is me big sparkling new if i could i'd clear the screen to black it glares ruthlessly and all i can do is stare back i'm broken can someone please fetch the tape wind it 'round my neck to keep my head anchored in place i'm cold calloused yet frail dangling like thread from the head of a nail this is me after everything's thru this is me beginning to unscrew over and over again this is me big sparkling new