Means To An End

Alone again just like last night
With every taste I think it's all right
And now it's time for my selfish ending
A fight that I'll lose defending
I gave myself to make you love me
I gave too much and now I'm dying
Alone in my arms as I lay here on the floor
Being empty has passed so I hunger for more
I fill up my love with a sense of control
Then I give you away to get back on the floor
The boy you knew once has gone away
But you can see him in my face
And now I think I've reached that perfection
As tears fall down my reflection
I gave myself to make you love me
I gave too much and now I'm dying
Alone in my arms as I lay here on the floor
Being empty has passed so I hunger for more
I fill up my love with a sense of control
Then I give you away to get back on the floor
I wait out the day
With a lie that I'm happy
So I can make you satisfied
But the truth of my life
We both know that I'm dying
And there is not trust
That I'm trying
I gave myself to make you love me
I gave too much and now I'm dying
Alone in my arms as I lay here on the floor
Being empty has passed so I hunger for more
I fill up my love with a sense of control
Then I give you away to get back on the floor