it's a beautiful day to try

you could never feel so special. i feel so alone. you think you can end my life. i am home.
it's not something you can understand.
it's not something you can handle.
it's not something anyone had planned.
i don't wanna talk about it
it's a beautiful day to try. it's a beautiful day to ask just why? it's the day i say i don't want to die. it's a beautiful day to try.
now you can feel the weight, the pressure. i don't wear this guilt very well. but i can still fight back. there's a lot that one can tell (when he loses his own head).
it's not something you can understand.
it's not something you can handle.
it's not something anyone had planned.
i don't wanna talk about it.
it's a beautiful day to try. it's a beautiful day to ask just why? today i say i don't want to die. it's a beautiful day to try.
it's a beautiful day to try. it's a beautiful day to ask just why? it's the day i say i don't want to die. it's a beautiful day to try.
it's a beautiful day to try. it's a beautiful day to ask just why? it's the day i say i don't want to die. it's a beautiful day to try.