Asian Guys Aren't Taken Seriously

I woke up today
Doing things
A different way
Wish I could maybe say
The words that would make you stay
But as usual you walk on past
Leaving me, staring at your ass
Wondering to myself
Would I have chance?
If was someone else
I’m not a threat,
At the same time
I’m not a possibility
For girls to see
As more than a friend
At the same time it tends
To hurt me more than them
Question and answer,
This feeling is cancer
The pain, still growing
And I’m stuck here
Not knowing, why
It seems no one understands
I just want to be you man
Spend every waking moment with you
But I know this feeling is too good to be true
Everyday you tell me
Who you like,
And who likes you
I don’t want to hear
So I close my eyes and walk away
You make it worse when you say
That you’re so glad I’m a friend to you
It hurts me so, but I feel the same way too
I’m not a threat,
At the same time
I’m not a possibility
For girls to see
As more than a friend
At the same time it tends
To hurt me more than them
If I was white
And better looking
You wouldn’t always be looking
For another guy than me
Maybe you should look around and see
That I know you better than all these other guys
But you refuse to open your eyes