Like many here have guessed, this song is about paranoia, but I think it goes beyond. It has two parts to it, let's label them Enter the void & Liberation.
Enter the Void:
Walking through a room "Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through" is an imagery of going through a room scared/embarrassed to look around and maybe meet someone else's eyes. It's a classic paranoid feeling. "You" (from now on, the same 'you' the song refers to) go straight through the room, almost hoping not to be noticed, and since you don't turn your head to see, you may even believe you did. Everyone else that likely did not share this anxiety, did notice you. The room passed around you.
Being at someplace, recognizing faces of people you don't know, is a lot like being at a party, with a bunch of a friend's friends. Probably the people in the room on the last paragraph. They were chatting, and having fun while you passed them anxiously trying to get outta their way. You've maybe seen them around plenty, but never got to know anything about them. You don't know them.
"Some days" you're so paralyzed, you're not yourself. Your soul doesn't emerge. You just want to go to bed. Other days, you do try to be out of yourself a little, you find a breach to shine your light, but heads quickly turn away, everyone would rather take their time listening to someone they actually know (and knows them). Have you ever?
You start to think there's a reason for feeling this way, and someone else seems to
know you're going through this, while not actually helping you through this. Maybe the person(s) outshining you. Maybe they're nudging you to act more like them, and you're misinterpreting. It makes you unconfortable, and you wish you were around someone that didn't make you feel this way.
You swear to yourself that someday you'll try to let yourself be, and not let you fears and preconceptions take the best outta you, and never feel this way again. Someday you'll do that, but you just can't right now, can you?
Some days you sink into depression. Again. Have you ever?
Liberation:
If you've lived in this world for a minute, you've noticed that "crime does pay". If you are talking about what IS, and your morals are above being a criminal, you'll likely be talking about something depressive. Do people stay to listen to depressive stuff?
When you let go of that, and focus on what's bright, others will respond.
But if you rush out to go to bed, who'll be there for you? Did you take the chance to see the world in a better light? Did you shine your light on the world? Or did you just get lost thinking of the world?
1148679342on July 04, 2016 Link
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