How can I love you this much
When I dont even love myself
Im not even worth my time
and I breath just to see you again.

This pillow is only comfortable
if that head that rests on it is empty
My mind is flooded with thoughts of you
My only escape is the comfort of sleep

Are you somewhere right now
Having the time of your life
Loving and being loved
By the man of your dreams.

Or are you doing the same as I am.
Are you thinking about me
Tearing up our pictures
And buring all my things.

Id love to be a fly on the wall
Of whatever room youre in
And see the things I long to know
All the things that haunt my brain.

But it would hurt me too much
To see you in pain
I would blow my cover
Just to hold you again.

I bet you wish the worst for me
and hope that im not happy.
Ill never let you see that side
Even though it's there.

Things were much more simple
Before you messed me up
You turned my life, upside down
And chopped me at the knees.

Of all the things I hope you do
Please remember this.
All the nights at Jaycee park
We both know they exist.

Don't turn your back on what we had
Even if its over
That may have been the best I have
Or all ill ever offer.


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    i love this! it reminds me so much of my ex boyfriend kevin, the one i will always love bur altogether it is just great .. it is really sweet

    xXconformityXxon June 30, 2002   Link
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    I can relate to alot of your work and all your work kicks ass so those two things make you a really great writer. I like the sixth part or sixth stanza or whatever you call them. Just that part means alot. Great job keep writing and posting. I want more.

    VideoStoreDramaon June 30, 2002   Link
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    The first 6 stanzas kick ass!!! They're awesome! The way your words flow just paints a picture for me. It's beautiful! Awesome job!

    Sweetie2004on June 30, 2002   Link
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    wow, you're an amazing writer.....keep it up

    smile4emoon July 06, 2002   Link
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    Thanks for the feedback, keep it up :)

    SaveDayzedon July 06, 2002   Link
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    *sigh......you never cease to amaze :)

    doubt_inspirationon August 22, 2002   Link

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