Break

i'm stuck inside my mind
it's ugly what i find
you think that i'm so kind
this face has got you blind
the little girl will hide
so pretty on the outside
gonna burn and bleed
this hate is killing me
i stay awake till three
i'm drownin in my sleep
i know the flesh is weak
i pray my soul to keep
i suffocated with grief
this monster will not leave
my nightmare's just begun
i hate what iv'e become
cuz you made me
to break me
i'm daddy's little girl
my mommy's next to me
i'd rather kill myself
than go to therapy
why won't i shut my mouth?
cuz youv'e got eyes like me
why don't you shoot yourself
so someone dies for me
mommy!
cuz you made me
to hate me
i try to fight
but there's no use
guess i was built
for your abuse
bodies bruised
hands are cold
vicious thoughts i can't control
shed the demons
rid the past
slit my wrists
so they ask...
what is real? what is fake?
pray to god i don't break
father forgive me, for i have sinned
its been 2 weeks since my last confession
don't tell me what iv'e broken
you aint seen nothin yet
the glass just left me swollen
it's you i'm gonna get
are you afraid of me? i think you should be
i'd rather kill myself than let you make me bleed
i live in misery and sit there quietly
why don't you stab yourself
so someone dies for me
mommy
no i'm not happy now
you're still here next to me
i'd rather swallow shit
than you infecting me
i vomit constantly
while you apologize
why don't you kill yourself
so someone fuckin dies
mommy