Sickness

her mouth is sweet
her tounge is sugar coated
but I can see those rotten teeth
she thought I wouldn't notice
I waste my time and read her mind
but I'm not kind I'm honest
my mouth is cruel and deep inside...
she doesn't want it
she keeps it hidden
underneath her clean complexion
I kiss her lips
and she fills me with her infection
eyes of a snake, she loves to take
with no one there to witness
she scars me red, fucks with my head
can't let her spread her sickness
sick, she's so sick
I am the pretty hate
that makes you sick inside your world
I am the scar
that will not heal that's passed from girl to girl
I am that little bitch
you fear cuz I am not afraid
I'm everything that is real
while you know that you're just a fake
a fake
and you take, and you take, and you...
she wears her mask
and I don't ask about her past I smile
and all the time
she struggles for control while in denial
identity crisis
will keep her looking innocent
self righteousness
won't hide her dirty... decieving intent
she's lost inside herself
so pretty in her little mirror
but I can see her uglyness
and it's becoming clearer
blood and guts
I'm being fucked while she's a friend to me
reality is lost
I'm drowning in my enemy
and I can't breath
no I can't breath
I can't breath
no I can't...
i am the pretty hate
that makes you sick inside your world
i am the scar that will not heal
that is passed from girl to girl
i am that little bitch
you fear cuz i am not afraid
i'm everything that's real
and no, i will not break
wicked words tangled webs
i can't pretend that i'm dead
spoonfed her sickness
candy covered lies so fuckin twisted
don't tell me that i can't be myself
that i can't be...
don't tell me that i can't be myself
cuz you can't be...
don't tell me that i can't be myself
that i can't be
don't tell me that i can't be myself
cuz you can't be... me
i am the pretty hate
that makes you sick inside your world
i am the scar that will not heal
that is passed from girl to girl
i am that little bitch
you fear but you will never tell
i'm everything that is ill
and all...
all is not well
. all is not well
well