Sanctuary

Dis...honest
you came with your first kiss
blue eyes sold me your heavenly presence
something was suffocating me and I couldnt breathe
had no idea that you would ever decieve
I tried to believe all the things that you taught me
christ like images of truth, they straight got me
now watch me drown in sadness
my lungs gasp for air as I let you stab this heart
and rip apart wounds that exist
deeper and darker than any words I could spit
all is shit and it will never be well
because the fires that burn
are my never ending hell!
Is this what you call god? your faith is lost!
Is this what you call god? get off your cross! get off...
Bridges...connect for necessity
lifelines scar my hands like the rest of me
asked me to trust you and yes I tried to
constant apologies caused me to lie too
tried to medicate my hate with your magic
how could something so sweet end up so tragic?
resurrect from this abyss!
In death every body function fails to exist
False commitments tongues twisted with religion
a heart shaped rock of the same size incision
Obsolete, with no reliefe or release
just insomnia filled nights of never ending sleep!
Is this what you call god? your faith is lost!
Is this what you call god? get off your cross!
Split a piece of wood and I am there...
lift a stone and you will find me
are you still scared???
Sanctuary!
Sanctuary!
there's no sanctuary
Is this what you call god?
Is this what you call... god?
Is this...
is this...
is this what you call god?!
get off get off...watch me get off get off
now watch me fall!
I swallowed all of your lies
and they felt good going down
death be not proud...