Anti-me

I see your eyes and I can't hold back
This feeling is encapsulating the love that I once had
Remember, the October memories
November, was the month I couldn't sleep
The terror, crawls like spiders in my head
But let's remember, the life we wanted to forget
You took the feeling in my eyes, when we last cried at our goodbyes
I can't do this anymore
The cold keeps the pain controlled
You cut my heart strings with your rustiest knife
So just lay me to rest
Cause I feel so alive
And it's okay that I've fallen
I know that I'll fly
And it's okay that you wanna move on with your life
And even though I can't sleep to save my own mind
The memory of you will soon fade off and die
The terror, crawls like spiders in my head
But let's remember, the life we wanted to forget
You took the feeling in my eyes, when we last cried at our goodbyes
I can't do this anymore
The cold keeps the pain con...
You... won't be the death of me
They say they'll never hurt you
But that's exactly what they do
Who was I to think that you would stay
When you kept pushing me away
I can't do this anymore
The cold keeps the pain controlled
You took the feeling in my eyes, I'm over saying our goodbyes
I don't need you anymore
The cold kept the pain controlled