Miracle

i wake up
and start my every day routine
of workin hard at feeling sorry for myself
and after lunch i close my eyes and wish to god that i could change
but when i wake up im so very much myself
and im a long way from believing
that im gonna be ok
such a long way from believing
that ill escape
this feeling that i hate
its a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
i wake up
and start my every day routine
of wondering what in the world im gonna do
cause things are falling into place
but i cannot appreciate them
because it last time fell apart and this might too
and im a long way from believing
that im gonna be ok
such a long way from believing
that ill escape
this feeling that i hate
its a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
dimly lit in my porch lights
i can see your eyes
they are staring into my face, staring into my face
and i should trust what i see in them
and know the time is right
but still ill take the easy road and wait
ive got to stop being scared
music time it isnt fair
i could die tomorrow or today
control is resting on my side
but knowing just would not be right
and thats not how i want to live my life
its a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
its a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on