Waiting

It's hopeless now/ It seems that there's nothing left/ I don't care anymore, this failure that surrounds me I accept/ Because I can't be all the things I want to without you/ And it won't help to watch you smile without me/ And begging to hold on, I desperately try to remove memories of moments that I thought you were happy/ And I pretend not to care/ I hope you're miserable without me/ But that's not love nor true/ You could not be better off now/ I'm waiting for the day when I'd forget you/ But I don't know if its right to hate this through/ When you're the only one I see who truly keeps me here/ But all you've left me is alone/ And I miss you now/ When all I can do is wish it wasn't this way, wish it wasn't too late/ So is it wrong to ask for a second chance? / To prove my regret/ To make up for the world/ It's hopeless now, so hopeless to forget that there's no one here for me/ Because I can't be all the things I want to without…/ And I'm waiting for the day when I'd be with you/ Forever it will be, a dream that's always short of true/ When you're the only one I see, who truly keeps me here/ But all you've left me is alone